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I'm why you don't stay
I hate that you're scared of me
I would never try to relate
I fucked this up again
And you can't pretend
And I can't handle the truth
You won't split ends
And I'm at wits end
Make sure it ends
I love who I love
I want you to live
I want you to eat
Oh, baby please eat
It's harder to breathe
And I'm so okay
As long as you're safe
I put my mind in the back of my mind
I snort a line and I'm back in my mind
I drink to much and it's ruining my life
When you drink it makes me want to drink more
And then I'm alone
On the bathroom floor now
I'm waking up Fully clothed now
Were you drinking for you
Or were you drinking for two
I don't think you're wrong
I just wish that you were
I love who I love
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I shouldn't be talking to you
But I really can't help myself
When are you gonna learn how to help yourself
If you don't then you know I'm gonna bail you out
But I can't keep doing this for you
You gotta show that this is something else
You've been broken go and heal yourself
I'm try to be there to help but that shit's gotta come from you
That shit's gotta come from you
Because I'm too fucked up to take advice
And I'm sick of being up fucking nights
Thinking that you fucking died
And it's fucking selfish and I don't fucking care
It's fucking my fault I let it get like this
You make me fucking crazy you are fucking crazy we're both fucking crazy
We're both fucking crazy
Now you're on the road again
And I'm passing out again
I'm not dreaming of you
I'm not dreaming at all
I tattooed stay to the back of my arm
The ink faded away in the 6am sun
I saw the bus disappear oh well
But I don't think that you moved on
Who needs a map now
Its just numbers in a gps
I shouldn't be talking to you
But I really can't help myself
When are you gonna learn how to help yourself
If you don't then you know I'm gonna bail you out
But I can't keep doing this for you
I'm starved for your intentions
But I think I'm gonna drown
I'm making the most of time now
I'm dwelling in the past
just help yourself
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prod. @horsehead1990
Its 4am and I've been drinking
trying to keep from thinking
What it takes for you to fuck with me
I can't figure out what you want from me
Kayla I'm tryin tryin
You only talk to me when you're fucked up
And I love that shit but it's not enough
I need you here right now
I'm sorry I'm drunk
I Pressed send and I know you saw
But I just can't look it's killing me and taking control
In a sober afternoon you'll find me
Regretting everything I explained
We'll go back to square one
Well go back to nothing
But I know you looked I know you looked
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Pull up in her skirt looking like a Damn zombie
I know she off the xan and I think she got more of them
Tyna have a couple then have her abortion
Oh that shits too dark I need a moment
She'd probably keep it
Says she needs it
I can just see it
We stay together for the kid
Or maybe just end it
Ur my blue valentine x3
I know how it'll end before it begins
I Don't know what to think
I'm off beer, n pills, n heartache
Listening to bright eyes
Because I'm fucking sentimental
I'm barely living now
It's fine tho
All my waking moments spent wasted on distractions
Most of my feelings based on an overreaction
Or attraction
I'm a trash can
I'm a trash man
I'm the bad guy
I am no longer anything at all
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stay. prod visual
03:07
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I wish you would you would stay
I used to mean that differently But now
I wish you would stay
far away
Where you're from
You know it's where you were gonna stay
You know this
I'm finally starting to realize the role I played
So just go
Don't stay
Don't stay
I'm good
I'm only lonely when I'm awake
And I've been sleeping thru days and weeks and lives
But I'm up
So what's up
Just stay
I'm done X2
Fucking stay
Far away
I used to mean that differently But now
I wish you would stay
I'm good
I'm great
I'm not okay
Trust me
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